i dont really have a favorite movie.
i like a lot of movies.
im not a picky person so any movie that gets my attention i seem to like.
so im not sure what to write about this.
the first movie that poped in my head was Mr. Mom.
it is safe to say that that is not my favorite movie, it was just on tv two nights ago.
i noticed that that movie was a lot funnier since the last time i saw it.
i get all the grown up jokes that are placed in there more now.
it is like that with a lot of movies that i always watched as a kid.
Airplane, Planes,Trains,and Automobiles, the Great Outdoors, any national lampoons movie.
they are hilarious now because im not a naive child anymore.
wait.... that is kind of depressing. im just another tainted grown up. :(
put i love movies.

i had some ideas about what to write about for my mystory. i forgot it all the next day. i have been doing that lately.

i noticed that a lot of my friends are feeling the same ways that i have been. i guess it is comforting that i can relate to them and that i can help them out. hopefully eventually practice what i preach. it is not that my friends dont help me out with me problems. they try, but the knowledge of that they are just waiting for there turn to talk is a bit misleading. it is hard to really feel comfortable to open up sometimes.

i had kickboxing tonight. i really like it. im in it with my sisters. we are really a lot closer because of it. we really needed something like this.

the weather is finally looking up. im excited.

hopfully im not too late before ms. teacher check the classes blogs. i put it off until i got home from my class so i didnt forget... i almost forgot. :)

with credit to my english teacher

i wanna see something, i feel like i havent seen anything

i totally feel that way. i feel like i always tend to miss out and that people always tend to hold me back. i havnt found who i am as a person because everytime i wanna go somewhere and do something... i cant or something comes up. i want to experience new things and really do what i want to do for once. it has gotten so bad that when i actually get to choose what i want to do, i dont know how. i need someone to make the decisions for me. im lost without someone telling me what to do in my spare time. i am very independent, but i am sheltered from having a lot of fun. i also do the obvious stuff on my own. work, school, pay bills; where is the fun in that.

i really looking forward to NC. because it is somethng totally different for me. i hope everything goes well and that im not getting my hopes up for nothng, like i usually do. i know that this sounds dumb but i really wanna look super good when i go there. good hair, have my body the best it has ever looked, sweet clothes.... i hate the way i look now.

i am also pumped to go to cedar point for my birthday. no matter what, that is for sure going to happen. i hope chris also realizes that he is paying for most of it because i paid for everything on his birthday, and i spent a lot of money when i didnt have any to spend. not to mention that everything was way more expensive because it was super bowl weekend. i hope i dont have all of these unrealistic expectations for my birthday. i really want it to be special because i tried really hard for his birthday. and he knows that.

it just suck that everything costs money.

i have been itching to go to some concerts. chris hasnt really been up for it. im to the point that i will go with anyone who wants to go with me. dont get me wrong, chris would probably go, just it will never be his idea or be that easy to convince him to go. that tends to bum me out sometimes. i wish he liked to get out more like i do. he is a homebody sometimes

i dont have to work until thursday. i really looking forwarad to the time off. i went searching at payless today to hopefully find some cute cheap shoes... no luck. :(

wow im really "emo" right now. maybe it is the weather, or because chris and i had a bad weekend. we are all better now, but i dont think that he had to work very hard for me to forgive him. im such a push over sometimes... ok all of the time. i just forgive easy. one look at those puppy dog eyes and i am butter.... :)

i come home from school and my mom starts yelling at me.... guess what about. that stupid charcoal drawing i had to do and how it is everywhere. i knew that shed flip out over it, and u know what it would be her fault why i get a bad grade in my drawing class because she wont give me a break. she says that it was all over the house. i swear she is making it up. she never seems to ever have anything nice to say to me ever!!! now i have to vaccum because everyone else mess is now mine.. it is all my fault dont u know.

ya know if she would just talk and ask me in a nice way it wouldnt be a problem, but that seems impossible to ask.

well it is the last day of spring break... i didnt get anything done that i wanted to. :( im bummed because originally i wasnt supposed to work today, but some girl asked if i could take her hours so she could have the day off, and like the push over i am, i said yes. i really shouldnt have, i have too much to do still. but hey it is more money.... :/

gotta go to work

back again!!! today wasnt as productive as it was supposed to be.

i had kickboxing today... the teacher was brutal. it was the last class for this session. the next session starts next week.

i was supposed to get my hair done today. it didnt happen. :-( due to complications with boyfriend being tooooooo slow. haha i was overly disappointed. the goal is to get my hair done tomorrow. but who knows it might be the same story.

i actually got to sleep in today. i didnt want to get up at all.

i got things that i still need to get done that i planned on over break.. start and finish drawing and spring cleaning is a must!!!!!

yikes!! these blogs have been sneeking up on me. i dont know how many i am supposed to have this week. i hope i have enough.

spring break!!! it has been pretty good. to be honest i have had better. since all of my friends all ready had their's it has been kinda slow. i have to do a drawing by tuesday and i totally dont feel like doing it.

how about this weather. what a tease. one day it is beautiful and the next day it is crap outside. i think it wants to be spring outside just the weather wont let it. it is a war or something. how that for personification... that was my english term of the day.

hello... it is looking pretty nice outside today, for once. i cant wait for the nice weather to get here. i guess it is supposed to be back to 30 degrees tomorrow. bummer. i almost forgot to keep up with this blogging thing. i basically dont have any homework except some stupid drawing i have to get done.. it seems impossible to do, plus i really dont want to do it. ill be back later

hey im at school. i am supposed to be working hard on my project, so i should get to the points. actualy there is no points EVER to what i write about in here.


the main thing that i have been thinking about today is that i cant wait until it gets nicer outside. the first chance i get i am going to move somewhere warm.. like california. final thing. things have been going good lately with chris and i. i hope i dont mess it up by saying that. it tends to go the opposite way once i come out and say that we have been getting along lately. if that does happen, i am never attempting that again... :) but things have been good, i think it is because we havent been spending that much time with eachother. that is really weird for us. dont get me worng. we still spend every waking moment of free time together, it is just now that i am workng i dont see him as much. he still is looking fo a job. he needs to get one quick. im starting to worry....

hello again. spring break is around the corner, and so is everything that is due. yikes!!!!! speaking of that i better make this quick. i like getting things done and over with. my plan hasnt been working lately.

i just got off work. my feet are tired. ten bucks ill try to get my bf to rub them and he will do it for two sec and get bored and stop. what a meanie!!!

tomorrow is finally thursday. last day for the week. im looking forward to possibly sleeping in this weekend, but siince i started working i have been having to get up early every morning, except sunday.. but sunday doesnt count.... u know that.

ok i gotta go.. my brother needs the computera!! bbye