wow!!!!! project 2 is due next week. i havent even started yet! that isnt normal for me at all. i wish that we had another week. :-( im bummed. i cant wait til spring break even though i am the only one that has it that week. all of my friends have it the week before. i still am excited for it.

i really want it to be summer all ready. north carolina!!! im just excited because i am going somewhere where there is an ocean, and it is warm with my boyfriend. i love being 18 because my parents cant stop me!!!!

ok i better get started on my project!!!

wow!!!!! project 2 is due next week. i havent even started yet! that isnt normal for me at all. i wish that we had another week. :-( im bummed. i cant wait til spring break even though i am the only one that has it that week. all of my friends have it the week before. i still am excited for it.

i really want it to be summer all ready. north carolina!!! im just excited because i am going somewhere where there is an ocean, and it is warm with my boyfriend. i love being 18 because my parents cant stop me!!!!

ok i better get started on my project!!!

i felt really guilty not doing three blogs last week because i reponsed to that picture. it felt really weird... especially since it says that i only h ave 14 instead of 15. i might as well just do an extra one to make it average out. i dunno im dumb.

i really need to take pictures this weekend. im going to. there is a show playing in the city that i plan on taking pictures of, so that should be cool. a good photo opportunity. i cant believe that there is disposable digital cameras out now. that is amazing. i didnt really want to do the city that i am doing for project 2, but it would just beeasier to stay close to home.

erin isnt here today. she never comes on thrusdays. this is her only class, so i dont blame her. i only had this class today too. i dont mind coming to this class. it is very laid back an erin is always entertaining. too bad she isnt here.

monday, monday, monday!!! just another monday. i wish it were sunday! just another manic monday. ok im done...

today is my day off from my new job. now that i finally have a job, the other places that i gave applications to are now calling. figures!!

tonight is a MONdate! i wonder what im going to do. i still dont have any money, so it better be cheap cheap CHEAP. i dont remember if i ever explain MONdates or not. well if i didnt, it is a ritual my friend amanda and her boyfriend and me and my boyfriend have. it is very simple. every monday we have a double date, or just hang out together. i love mondates, and yes i realize that it is very corny.

bye

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!! So far v-day has been pretty good. Chris surprised me this morning with flowers, a heart balloon, a magnet with his picture in it, and v-day socks all on my car! he got me, i wasn't expecting that one. i feel cheap now because i made him presents. i hope he likes them. they arent even that good. last year the homemade gifts he got were awesome. this year is kinda , blah! i wonder if i am getting anything else.....

Today is my first day at my new job. YMCA. i think i am going to like it a lot there. it is very friendly. i just have to get back into work mode. im so used to not having to go to work, i got used to it a little too much. hopefully i can get used to balancing work, school, and social life quickly.

im starving. i smell something upstairs. bye!!

hey... it is the weekend. so far my weekend has been kinda dull, but there is still hope. im not giving up!!! my boyfriend is sitting next to me. he is punching holes into a piece of paper. how exciting!!! it is getting bothersome also.

i have no clue of what to do this weekend, but it has to be something somewhat entertaining. saturday i plan on going snowboarding with my boyfriens's family. hopefully that will be fun.better than it was the first time i went. it started out a disaster, but it ended pretty good. hopefully this trip will stay fun continuously, but part of me doesnt think it will. i hope that i will be proven wrong.

next tuesday is valentine's day. i better get started on making valentine's. to be honest im not in the mood to be very sentimental. i feel that it would be wasted at this point. wow im being very negative right now. i better shake this off before it brings down my entire friday night.

im starting to feel guilty. i didnt go to my design class. i dont like that class though. i would get a lot more work done at home. plus im not that happy today. my boyfriend and i havent been getting along lately. im sure all couples go through their troubles once in a while. this is definetly one of those times. another reason why i didnt go to my last class is because i have a bunch of little things to take care also. i cant wait until the weekend. i am hoping it will be decent. hopefully something that i want to do will get accomplished. i doubt it though. i have been itching to go to a concert. well im out of things to say. bye

hello again! yesterday was my boyfriend's birthday finally. next is valentine's day. he is getting homemade gifts for that occasion, no more money is being spend on him for a while. i should start working on my valentines if i am going to live up to my reputation of craftiness. it is a shame, i just dont have the time like i used to or the money.

i finally got a job. i work at the YMCA in southgate, but i havent been able to start yet. i have to wait until i get trained for the computer software that i will be using. they said that it could be a while, which sucks. i was doing chores around the house for money. i find it funny that when i ask to do chores to get money earlier in the year my mom said NO. my brother asks and she says YES! i made sure that i got to do some too, but not surprisingly, my mom says that she isnt going to pay me as much because i dont do as much as him. which is really stupid. he does a bunch of little things like wash dishes(only two loads a day), vacuum, and sprinkle Comet in the bath tub. i had to dust the whole house and do all of the laundry. i would spend the whole day doing chores, so i couldnt dust everyday because i had school work. plus, how can you dust if there is no dust to dust. so last week when allowance came up, austin got $20 and i got $10. so im not doing chores anymore. i swear my parents hate me.

it is super bowl sunday!! my boyfriends birthday is tomorrow. this weekend i made all of these plans because he said that he wanted to only spend the weekend of his birthday with me, well right now i am at home and he is snowboarding with his brothers ALL DAY. i dont so much care that he is spending the day without me, it is just i asked him if he wanted to do things with his family or friends and he said,"no" all last week i was stressing out about what to do for his birthday to be special. so far thursday was the only day that was about us. friday his brothers wanted to play hockey, and they didnt even go. a whole day wasted on waiting and saturday same thing! we waited all day to see if the snowboard park was going to be open. it wasnt. so today is now taken up. i would have gladly went snowboarding but i dont have the money to go. it was so short notice. so right now im feeling ditched. i feel like he realizes how much i was going to do for his birthday. it all goes unnoticed. as usual. he is being a major birthday brat!!!! im not even excited for his birthday tomorrow. what i have planned will probably get pushed aside anyway. well im going to attempt to go out and do something fun instead of sitting here waiting for him again. i have done that too much. he would never have this much trouble with me and i hope he realizes that.

it is almost the weekend... yay. i am so busy, a lot to do.i cant wait until i get caught up. february has always been a busy month for me. a lot of birthday's and family get-togethers, plus school is in its prime.

this weekend my boyfriend and i are celebrating his birthday. i am so poor right now, i dont know how i am going to be able to do all of things we have planned. it is depressing.

every weekend is full this month. if fact i have to cancel plans with my family in order to take my boyfriend out for his birthday... there is so much that i have to get done!!! i promise ill type more when i am not so busy... gotta go