it is super bowl sunday!! my boyfriends birthday is tomorrow. this weekend i made all of these plans because he said that he wanted to only spend the weekend of his birthday with me, well right now i am at home and he is snowboarding with his brothers ALL DAY. i dont so much care that he is spending the day without me, it is just i asked him if he wanted to do things with his family or friends and he said,"no" all last week i was stressing out about what to do for his birthday to be special. so far thursday was the only day that was about us. friday his brothers wanted to play hockey, and they didnt even go. a whole day wasted on waiting and saturday same thing! we waited all day to see if the snowboard park was going to be open. it wasnt. so today is now taken up. i would have gladly went snowboarding but i dont have the money to go. it was so short notice. so right now im feeling ditched. i feel like he realizes how much i was going to do for his birthday. it all goes unnoticed. as usual. he is being a major birthday brat!!!! im not even excited for his birthday tomorrow. what i have planned will probably get pushed aside anyway. well im going to attempt to go out and do something fun instead of sitting here waiting for him again. i have done that too much. he would never have this much trouble with me and i hope he realizes that.