well another week is here. the weather was rather nice today. the super bowl is almost here... i dont know if am i all that interested in it or not. my sister went the the eminem super bowl party because she knows a lot of people. she has met so many celebrities. im finally starting to catch up to all the homework i got. i still have a couple things to do. i took my first art history test today... it was harder than i was hoping it would be. im kinda bummed about that. this weekend i got further behind because i was studying for that test so much, i hope it was worth and i got a good grade. im going to cut this one short because i have scholarship essays to write.

Finally it is Thursday! NO SCHOOL TOMORROW...yay!!! im still going to get up kinda early so i can get a lot of homework done asap so i at least a day of a guilt free weekend. yeah i know, it seems boring, but thats life.

its weird typing on laptops. im not used to it. i still want one though.. i wish i could get one with my income tax money,but i cant.... well maybe. im like the only left in the class right now. everyone did thier blog entries while the teacher was talking. naughty people. (that sounded retarded)

well im gonna get going... gosh i think we got of class really early.. o no wait... the clock on the laptop is an hour slow. man i lost an hour of my day in less than one minute. i guess yesterday was the saddest day of the year. surprisingly,my day wasn't that bad... hopefully i can keep it up!


bye for now....

here we go another day. homework is piling up and it is making me sad. i wish i went to a community college and got easy work and no homework ever!! no... no i dont, but still. i want some free time.

My boyfriends 20th birthday is coming up, February 6th. my plan was A) take him to a strip club, and he could invite all of his friends, because he has never been to one, B) go see Less Than Jake the day after his birthday, because he likes them. It looks right now, than none of them are going to work. the concert is on a school night so i dont think he'd be up for that.... ill have to talk him into it and he doesnt seem that excited about the stip club idea.... so i dont know. im stumped. but i need to figure somthing out soon. Something good and cheap, because im poor.
why cant it be warm out. i could think of a lot to do for his birthday.

it was so windy today. i almost took flight with my art portfolio. i bet i look like a jackass whenever that thing blows all over the place. Good thing that it only happens... EVERYDAY.

okay, time to work on homework. all im doing is finding ways to avoid it. time to get to business.

hello again.... i have the " i have homework to do blues". i am already looking forward to graduating... a long time from now. i think i am making all the things that i have to get done harder than they have to be. i just need to suck it up and do it! i just really dont feel like it. Where did my motivation go? Why cant it be summer? im so lazy right now. im normally not a prograstinator. (i think i spelled that wrong) im slacking....

i need a job. i had a job interview yesterday. i wont know if i got the job until friday. i dont remember if i mentioned this or not , but my family was planning on going to Disney World during my Spring Break. i knew i wasnt going to be able to go, but i was excited to get the house to myself for a week. Well, i guess they wanna go in October now, even worse. i cant go because of school and i wont get the house to myself on spring break. bummer. no house parties...

i have kickboxing tonight. i hope i'm not too sore tommorrow. i know i will though. hopfully ill have a rocking body by the summer time. wishful thinking.

i really dont want to do my homework.... but it must be done!

yikes!!!! i almost forgot about this whole thing. im bummed that it is already sunday. my weekend was pretty good, but it could have been better. i need one more day to get it to where it would be considered a good weekend, but i dont.

the homework is piling up and i need to get started on trying to win some more scholarships pretty soon. i have been filling scholarship applications out, but winning isnt as easy as it was in high school. they practically hand ot money compared to the ones for college students.i wish i had a laptop, i would get things done so much quicker. maybe i'll get one with my income tax money, but i really shouldn't. it should all go into the bank. how boring is that!!!

i cant wait for the summer. im planning on going to North Carolina with my boyfriends family. my family is planning on going to Diseny World during spring break. i would love to go, but since i am older i have to pay my way, and i dont have that kind of money right now. im trying to focus on being able to go to North Carolina rather than not being able to go to Diseny World. im sure ill have a decent summer either way.

I'm at home right now. i just got off the phone with my boyfriend. he is coming over. im surprised it was so easy for him to offer to come over since the gas prices are so ridiculous. we both aren't working right now. im laid off and he had to quit his last job because it was interferring with school.

i hope college is really worth it. both of my sisters have great jobs and they dont have a college education. i was offered to work with my sister, but id have to drop out of school. i turned it down; i hope that that was smart of me. i would have been making $5oo a week. gosh, thinking about it makes me depressed. college better be worth it.

tuesday was the first day of a kickboxing class i joined with my sisters. its cool because it allows us to bond very well. i never worked out a day in my life until last tuesday. lets just say that i am a little sore, but change the words "a little sore" to "completely in pain!" it is my goal, however, to not be a baby about it. I CAN DO THIS. it really isnt that bad. the main thing i am hoping for is that i get a rocking body before the summer. i guess i'll keep dreaming....

This is the first of many blog entries. Erin next to me is "DONE!" She is very proud of it. She says that is cool and crazy. "Yeaaaaah", replies Erin. Personally I think this blog is pretty neat. It makes me really want a laptop. Not surprisingly, I cant afford it. I am currently out of a job right now. I like not having to go to work everyday, but I am now broke broke broke.

I had a pretty okay weekend. My parents went away for the weekend by themselves, which is the first time this has happened in my lifetime. So my brother and I took advantage of this situation and had people over. We arent that experience with throwing parties, so the night involved charades and playing the card game Spoons. I hope the people that came over had fun. They said that they did, but the could be lieing.

I like Martin Luther King Jr. day. I reall enjoyed having a free day. Okay, well this thing is new so I want to play with it so I am cutting it short. bbye