This may to it for Chris and I. I feel lost.
I'm scared of losing him. I'm not sure why. I probably should have kicked him to the curb a long time ago. I haven't figured out why I wanted to stay.
HE is a great guy when he wants to be, but he is also one of the meanest people I have ever met.
Very hurtful, spiteful, unhappy and not willing to change it.
Recently all he has been doing is bring me down.
I love him so much, and right now I dont know why
I shouldn't call him. If he does call me, which is very unlikely, I dont even know if I want to make up. He doesn't change. False apologies.
I still want him.